life is hard

so I've had a constant headache for 3 days. I'm going to thank lack of sleep (go figure) and stress as the culprits. Life is hard. We've had a lot on our plates lately and just when I think "the baby's here now and I can get back to "normal" and a routine" life has a way of tipping you over and making you question every decision. And can I just squeeze in here that paying back hospital bills just sucks! And they are never nice about how to pay it back - always demanding more than what you can pay... Ok. rant over for now. Many more posts to come explaining all this vagueness. Please just pray for our little family to at least have comfort. That would be nice.